To my friends,

Before I leave you I want to share something about what i’ve been writing. Transformation stories. Through sacrifice, beauty, pain, loss, longing. They are the center of all that is important in this world, modeled by Jesus himself. I believe that Jesus transformed my life just recently. I had a head knowledge about Him but not a heart knowledge. I am a believer now in His teachings and believe in this transformation deeply. I hope you come to find this same peace by studying his teachings and following in His footsteps. The ones that come easily and the ones that don’t come so easily. That’s what its all about. The complete picture of His separation from and His feeling of betrayal by the Father, His forgiveness and love extended to the Father and Himself throughout that time, holding space for both. Facing His fears by deciding to die, despite the pain, realizing this is the only way to save humankind and doing it anyway. That’s what I’ve been writing all along and drawn to in each of my posts but I didn’t realize it. I have been keeping this from you because I didn’t fully know it myself. I wanted to share these truths with you so you find the veil between these two worlds and don’t ignore the pull towards the ephemeral.